I feel that I am wrong or bad because I prefer my own company and the company of a few people I feel close to. I prefer to stay in rather than go out. I feel that I should be more gregarious, more outgoing, and want to be busy and with people every moment of the day. I feel that because I don't enjoy that, and that I find relaxing activities more fun, that I am perceived as deviant, pathological, lazy, and invalid.